Dya Iganov

Kamis, 08 September 2011

IRONIC



It's just like when you love someone that not so-in love with you with all of your heart
It's just like you get hurt by someone you love, but you can always accept and forget it
It's just like you think about someone you love but never really knows if he might think about you

It's just like you give all of your time for someone you love but never had enough time
It's just like you tell everything when you know he wouldn't say a word
It's just like your head going to explode whan all you can do just stuck and lose all of your mood


It's just like when you just wanna go everywhere with someone you love but you wasn't allowed
It's just like you will spend all of your time beside him when all you got just left behind
It's just like you got someone that really care about you but all you want is someone that no so-care about you

It's just like you got someone who trully love you but you can feel anything, in fact that's all you want from the one who doesn't really trully love you at all
It's just like everytime you try to turn around your back from someone you love but all that you do is run away to him
It's just like you get hurt but you can't feel anything
It's just like you want to leave but all you can do is take a step back


It's just you want to scream at your lung but all you can do is smile
It's just like you say "it's over" but all you say is "let's do it all over again and make it better"

It's just like to choose be with someone you love or someone that love you
It's just like you spend all of your time with others but your brain can't stop thinking about him
It's just like you miss someone that not really miss you


It's just like when you with someone that trully love you, can give you what you need, can appreciate you, can treat you like you deserve to, can't stop thinking of you, but you can't feel anything at all

Doesn't it ironic, after all, you can still love him and can't really lose him?



Rabu, 24 Agustus 2011

1 LAGI CERITA SEDIH DI BULAN RAMADHAN

Satu lagi cerita di Bulan Ramadhan.... di bulan ini juga harus kehilangan temen yang bener2 kenal banget. Yap, Kang Mardo, kk kelas waktu SMA, kapten tim futsal 8, pemain futsal terbaik, terhebat di Kota Bandung malahan, tapi ga sombong, ga merasa dia hebat, kk kelas yang mau dengerin curhatan ga penting ade kelasnya masalah temen sekelasnya huehehe, kapten futsal yang ngebawa futsal SMAN 8 jadi juara di banyak pertandingan futsal antar SMA di Kota Bandung..... Begitu lulus dari 8 pun, masih tetep setia nerusin futsal di kampusnya, jadi kapten tim kampusnya, dan juara pula....

Masih inget da pertama kenal Kang Mardo gara2 seing wara-wiri ke depan kelasnya cuman buat ketemu ama sang (mantan) pacar yang kebeneran temen sekelasnya Kang Mardo.... ckckckck ketemu sang (mantan) pacar ngga, malahan kenal n cerita2 ama temen2 sekelasnya. Hobi banget deh godain klo udah kelabakan nyari c (mantan) pacar, ahirnya suka cerita uneg2 n nanya2 tentang c (mantan) pacar bareng ama K'Gumi, K'Galang, K'Radi, K'Reza

Taun lalu pun masih sempet chat naglor-ngidul ama Kang Mardo, malah sampe kenalan ama Teh Mela, pacarnya Kang Mardo di kampusnya...

Tadi pagi, begitu buka fb, langsung kaget baca wall post dari kk kelas SMA buat Kang Mardo.... pas d cek ke beberapa temen, ternyata bener kabarnya. Wah, ga percaya secepet itukah???

Sempet nangis... emang sih dah lamaaaa bnaget ga ketemu, dari taun 2005 sampe sekarang 2011 (6 taun) ga pernah ketemu, ngobrol pun jarang, tapi masih berasa deket n tau2 dapet kabar tadi pagi, bener2 ga nyangka, sedih, nyesek, jadi 6 taun kebelakang itu sekarang emang bener2 tinggal buat dikenang aja, ga bisa diulang.....

Met jalan Kang Mardo moga tenang di sisi Nya, GBU.....

Oya pas lagi sibuk konfirmasi, ga sengaja playlist MP3 nya muter lagu ini... ah cocok banget deh.... :(


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TIM FUTSAL 8 N MARDO AS CAPTAIN

FINAL LIGA 8 TAHUN 2005 XI IPA 2 VS XII IPA 7 MUSUH BEBUYUTAN WITH TIMNYA KANG MARDO

X KETUA BOLA 8, X KAPTEN FUTSAL SMAN 8, KAPTEN TIM UNPAD, KK KELAS YANG BAIK, MET JALAN KANG, GBU